I'm still angry at myself for freezing... but I'll always have the memory of him smiling at me. Even if I can't prove it. LOL
Yeah, I'm still going to keep trying... Hey Teddy... I know a LOT of great places for coffee in Houston. Call me when you are in town, I'll hook you up.
Shannon
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Random with lots of dirty words
This morning I'm feeling super random. I'm pissy, pissed off, crazy, determined to not let bullshit get in my way.
Some days I wake up and I feel like I can take on the world, the synapses in my brain work properly and the tasks that I need to accomplish just "work". Other days, I have to really concentrate on what I'm doing just to tie my damn shoes.
I'm working really hard... I don't mind that... I just fucking hate being broke all the time. So, I go and attempt to locate a second job, and that falls flat. Yes, I think that my current position is paying me a fair market rate. No, it's not on the top end of the salary for developers, but I have good perks also. So it evens out.
I've taken on a lot of responsibilities in the past year, I bought a house, my mom and step-dad moved in, I adopted a dog that just showed up at my house a couple of months ago... just average gal's daily life. Maybe I'm just having one of those days where it seems like the harder I attempt to make some headway in the mountains of shit that's piled on top of me, the more I get shit on? The truck breaks down, the car tags expire, just normal every day stuff that for whatever reason has become unbearable.
Whatever.
Some days I wake up and I feel like I can take on the world, the synapses in my brain work properly and the tasks that I need to accomplish just "work". Other days, I have to really concentrate on what I'm doing just to tie my damn shoes.
I'm working really hard... I don't mind that... I just fucking hate being broke all the time. So, I go and attempt to locate a second job, and that falls flat. Yes, I think that my current position is paying me a fair market rate. No, it's not on the top end of the salary for developers, but I have good perks also. So it evens out.
I've taken on a lot of responsibilities in the past year, I bought a house, my mom and step-dad moved in, I adopted a dog that just showed up at my house a couple of months ago... just average gal's daily life. Maybe I'm just having one of those days where it seems like the harder I attempt to make some headway in the mountains of shit that's piled on top of me, the more I get shit on? The truck breaks down, the car tags expire, just normal every day stuff that for whatever reason has become unbearable.
Whatever.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)