This morning I'm feeling super random. I'm pissy, pissed off, crazy, determined to not let bullshit get in my way.
Some days I wake up and I feel like I can take on the world, the synapses in my brain work properly and the tasks that I need to accomplish just "work". Other days, I have to really concentrate on what I'm doing just to tie my damn shoes.
I'm working really hard... I don't mind that... I just fucking hate being broke all the time. So, I go and attempt to locate a second job, and that falls flat. Yes, I think that my current position is paying me a fair market rate. No, it's not on the top end of the salary for developers, but I have good perks also. So it evens out.
I've taken on a lot of responsibilities in the past year, I bought a house, my mom and step-dad moved in, I adopted a dog that just showed up at my house a couple of months ago... just average gal's daily life. Maybe I'm just having one of those days where it seems like the harder I attempt to make some headway in the mountains of shit that's piled on top of me, the more I get shit on? The truck breaks down, the car tags expire, just normal every day stuff that for whatever reason has become unbearable.
Whatever.
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